I’m feeling a bit overwhelmed right now. Perhaps it’s just a “bad” day for me – although nothing is really bad. I’m just wishing that I had more time in the day to get things done that I need and want to get done.

Today’s the first day that I’ve really felt like this in a long time and I’m trying to take note. I sometimes (more often than not) feel as if I’m pushing a rock up a hill. I feel like the more I concentrate on getting rid of debt or getting in shape, the stronger the opposing forces seem to get.

Sadly, I feel as if I am in it alone and to give up on one thing or another – just to drop the constant inner voice from reminding me that I need to get it done.

I shouldn’t feel like this at all.

Again, it’s probably just “one of those days” and it’s been a while since I’ve had a really down day. I often get more frustrated with myself than anything else. Wanting to be able to do more than I can all at once.

Over extending can sometimes help you get a lot of things done. I think I’m still recovering from not following the creative urges that came to me on the weekend. I’m going to have to talk about my commitments again and what it might mean for our “lifestyle” in the next while. I need support here and I just don’t feel like I’m getting any.

Trust me, even re-installing a Photoshop plugin-in is hitting me with anxiety at this very moment.

This post is much to do about releasing this trapped energy so that I can move on.

Is there something you do on days like this?